A year gone by!!!

I  have completed one year in my current job, and i'm pretty happy with it! A banker I'm!!!

But apart from my job there have been many things with which i'm disappointed...

You will say I'm the one who  is never satisfied with what i'm, yes so??? I' Agree

I believe I'll perform only if I'll be disappointed ( Constructive disappointment ) I'm crazyyy :P

So here I list down the reasons why I'm disappointed--------

1) I'm reading, but the pace is slow....i mean its taking me days to finish a book....OMG i come home hell tired and so i read some lines and doze of with the glasses and book on my fave

2) My family members are convincing me to whom should i get married and doing their thorough analysis on his bank balance and pay slips. OMG please give me a break...I'm well qualified to earn my bread n butter if not a Rolls Royce....and who wants dreams of it...I don't. So leave upto me whom should i get married to...

3) Even if I have said I'm pretty happy with the job, I still feel I need to focus more to grow. I'm just doing what comes to my table, and get out of office (That does not mean I ignore work,  I am in good books of my boss. Cheers!!!)

4) Last of the list...I'm not doing any justice to my health, be my BMI or nutrient balance. I'm not eating home cooked food, not exercising at all :( and moreover not handling my stress well)

Aaahhh!!! Still life has been good to me. And I have been good to it!! :D

My dear blog...I know I'm not been good to you...I don't write to you at all....But I know you still love me :D :D ...I love you too my dear blog...Love you loads!

Updates...

First update my blog is alive...
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just a friend becomes one of the best friends...
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Went for morning walks, went to the gym regularly :P...
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Read a beautiful book 'Journey of Lifetime' by Prateek Sharma
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Mom doing OK with health
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Job schedule busy busy
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last but more important of the updates
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Have taken up a new task to complete...might take months/years to achieve that...but i will hold on to it until i achieve it...
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Dear Blog and Blog buddies, pray for me...to get the strength and endurance to travel this new journey

Lend me your hand!!!

...I remember I had been out of station last fortnight.
While returning the train stopped at platform no. 2. It was 10.30 by my watch.

It was obvious that hundreds of folks had to move from platform no 2 to platform no.1 by walking over the bridge. And so we were hundreds of people being crushed (Don't take it literally).

While we were walking upstairs, I saw a very old couple doing the same task as we all were. The couple might be aged somewhere around 65+.  And I saw the old lady, holding her hubby's hand for support. He was carrying a heavy bag on his shoulders and had given her the lighter one.

Then i thought would he able to handle himself with the heavy bag, with his wife, with her bag if he/she slips. The answer was 'NO'. (This was what my brain calculated).

But then i thought what might the lady have thought while she held his hand for support! It was not the physical support/his energy which would save her. The only thing that made her held his hand, was her belief in him...as her better half...that he won't let happen anything wrong to himself or to her!!! That he would hold her if she needs...and that he would not let her fall!!!

This is what is belief, a stronger bond than anything which makes those relations bloom and survive and live forever.

Updates!!!

Sheer sin to post something after months
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Job very hectic
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Mom admitted to hospital
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Great relations at office
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Some wonderful friends for life-time
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Hide and seek with social sites
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Lot of thoughts blasting in mind every day/every minute/ every second
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Some irreparable losses
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and a new hope that this year will bring in new joys, new challenges, new lessons, new hues of life...

yyaaayyy!!!

I am happy to tell all my blogging buddies and to my dear blog, i got a job!

Now anyone on this earth would say, what great deal in that?

The reason why it is a great deal for me is, I had not taken up any job after I completed my studies. There were ample reasons for it. And I was happy being at home, atleast for some days. Then slowly i started getting frustrated, and a time arrived where I felt, i was not worth for a job. Buddies i tell you, don't ever be frustrated, depressed, feel worthless. It is the worst feeling you can ever have.

But then i don't know how, i got into a touch with a placement consultancy, he arranged an interview for me the same day. And i got selected in a very first attempt. I have stepped into an altogether different world. Its an MNC which is the leading one in the industry of travel and leisure. I have got a realization that its not a very flashy job when it comes to "PACKAGE". But its totally fine with me. I am here to learn, to get a good experience. And apart from that, monetary returns were not the only motivation why i have taken up this job. The other reasons are, that i get to live with my family, take good care of my mother, look after my home, live in my hometown...

These factors have motivated me enough to take up not-so flashy job, but i tell you i am learning a lot.

I am feeling so happy when i write this...and here i discover another hue of life, happiness is not a matter of things, its a matter of spirits!!!

P.S.: A special thanks to R. Ramesh, (of GLOBAL MADRASI), a blog buddy who has been so supporting and encouraging me to get through. Your comments are valuable to me! Thanks, once again!!

~~ CHEERS ~~

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Yesterday I was arranging a very old photo album. While arranging it, i realized how precious are the moments we live as a person, as a child, as a daughter, as a friend, as a sister, as a neigbour, as a care-taker to a pet....in every way...in every relation...So precious that they bring tears in eyes when you live them once again through pics...NOSTALGIC...

Then i realized how important  it is to treasure all the memories...in form of scrapbooks, photo albums, diaries and any other way you can imagine of.

Don't treasure only very important occasions/events like picnics, birthdays, parties and family functions. Also treasure about small small things, when children play with their friends, make everybody happy...your pet dog moves around the house wagging his tail, you cry for someone else whom you hardly know, tension a night before important exam, party after exam..Do anything write it down, take pics, do anything...but treasure them!

After years, when you look back and question if have you lived your life to the fullest, see the pics, re read the diaries, then you will realize how beautiful your life was! How worth living it was!

So keep smiling and keep creating more memories and keep discovering more hues of life!!!

Oh my GOD...

...my blog might be saying this every moment...true...god save my blog...

I have not seen it since months...forgive me my dear blog....but u dont know what i went through all these days...it was the worst of my life i must say...the most unorganized...everything looked so haywire...no work...no personal life..no shoulder to cry on...i wish human minds had some valves to let go the pressure....

my feelings were crushed by someone, my own people. I should not have given them a second chance...but you know they mean a lot to me...so i did! So i forgave everyone even if i were shattered to bits...but now you know what i have decided not to believe anyone, anybody not any mortal in this world!

lot of frustration you can sense in me...and a hope i see in you that you will take away my frustration a bit.so i have come back...come back to tell you wish me luck...send all the good wishes...i need them desperately...

i promised not to let you away...but i failed...you're mine i know dear blog...so i know you will forgive me like i did to some mortals..

going with a promise to come back...very soon...